I have name-changed for this and please be kind as it's a sensitive issue for me!
Many years ago a very abusive (and much older) boyfriend broke my nose during an argument. For some reason my parents didn't think to take me to A&E and I didn't have the forethought to either, as I was only in my teens.
So my large-ish anyway nose ended up looking twisted to the side, my septum is deviated, I hate hate hate it.
So when non-surgical rhinoplasties because available I was really happy as I could afford this (just). Have been getting these done for about 10 yrs now, the best was a Harley St nurse but the second best was done by a really cheap and cheerful place. I went there twice but he has now left the UK. The last time I had it done was really poor; although the guy had good reviews. Worst tho, he has left a mark right at the end of my nose, where the needle went in.
I am just wondering will it ever go away? It looks like a broken vein, it's horizontal.
I would love to have an Actual Nose Job but I think that I can't afford this. I know it's a false economy to keep getting fillers but I just can't seem to save up enough; I think a nose job is about £5,000 here and I am scared to go abroad e.g. Turkey or Poland as have read lots of horror stories.
I have been to my GP twice about it, first time I got referred to ENT who said my nose was definitely broken but as it's cosmetic they can't do anything (even though I snore reeeeeally badly). Second time I went to GP they wouldn't even refer me.
I hate to look in the mirror and see what that monster did to my face, so stopping the treatments is not an option. It is so triggering when the filler wears off and my nose reverts to its old, mangled shape.
So if anyone has similar experiences with the mark left, or can recommend a GOOD non-surgical nose-job place (I am in SE England, can go to London if needed), I would be very grateful. Or even if you have had a nose-job really!
Thank you for reading x