I'm 5"5 and 10 stone 5. I've actually lost 9lbs but it's nowhere near where I'd hoped to be for our holiday in a few weeks. To make it worse I'm pale as can be and don't tan, and I have a huge cup size so finding swimwear that fits is awkward to say the least.
Took a long trip to Bravissimo today, hopeful to find a flattering bikini, it was a disaster. All of the colours made me look washed out (even the assistant agreed), the styles that fitted me well were all the wrong colours.
I tried on nearly everything in the shop and came away with a gorgeous tankini that to be fair looks really good, and a bikini that looks shit. I spent £150 
I'm thinking am I just kidding myself having a bikini and to just stick to tankinis?
I usually always wear a bikini but this year I'm bigger than ever before.
I've trawled the Internet for weeks Next, Debenhams, Fig Leaves, Bravissimo, Freya, Pour Moi and more. The truth is I'm too pale and need to lose another stone.