OK, I have admitted that the biggest size that <a class="break-all" href="http://www.google.co.uk/imgres?q=swedish+hasbeens+cilla+nature&hl=en&client=firefox-a&hs=pqi&sa=X&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&biw=1222&bih=665&tbm=isch&prmd=imvns&tbnid=bBFDWUQ_4--JmM:&imgrefurl=www.swedishhasbeens.com/cilla-chelsea-boot-p-61.html&docid=J9m47vsra2sOdM&w=800&h=600&ei=m-t5TvDHMqeb1AWV19WuAQ&zoom=1&iact=rc&dur=330&page=1&tbnh=139&tbnw=172&start=0&ndsp=21&ved=1t:429,r:7,s:0&tx=63&ty=58" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">these come in is too small for me and I can't have them. 
Where oh where to find something similar? I have looked at all department-store websites, Topshop, Schuh, ASOS, Net-a-Porter, La Redoute, all the usual high-street shops. I want:
'Natural' or other pale-ish neutral-ish colour (or tan or that lovely 'gingery' brown, but no darker).
Calf or high-ankle length.
Not lace-up.
Bit of a heel but not much more than the Swedish Hasbeens.
So so grateful if anyone can help!