really sruggling to cope this weeek i want my mum who died 4 years ago my ds whos 6y as asperger was rushed in to hospital on sat night by ambulance with stomach pains was though mybe grunbling appendics any way hes home now, but have ti make app with gp for tests, dd is ill with abad chest had to make an urget app this morning for her on top of her other problems, dh deppression seams to be getting worse where am surposed to be fine and dandy and coping, but have had no sleep in last 18m since chloes been born asshe stops breathing. i really want to enjoy christmas and have a little of a normal life.
anyway thats it i got it off my chest for now