Sorry about that, felt like screaming so much, can't in real life, all the kids are asleep, is a precious time. ds3 and ds4 could wake up at any time.
Inside my mind and right through to the ends of my nerves I am screaming and clenching fists today.
Saw the educational psychologist, and stupid portage woman was there butting in and not letting me talk. I did talk to educ psych. but ooooooooooh I really hate that stupid portage woman!