They have had a referral from ds1's playschool - informing them he might have Special Educational Needs.
I am trelling myself this is a Good Thing, I will know if he needs help, and if he does I will be one step closer to getting it.
But in the pit of my selfish heart I feel like I am being deported to Holland, and I am sobbing my heart out about this. I wanted to go to Fucking Italy.