RANT AND BAD LANGUAGE ALERT!!

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i am sick to fucking death of talking about ASD/ADHD/meltdowns, fucking licking and sniffing, no sleep, no social life, no money, the wrong arsing food, the right bastarding school shirt, the wrong pants, the right way to put a cocksucking coat on, how the rain is good for plants but you don't like it mummy do you it makes you really grumpy but i like it because it waters the plants and gives us spring surprises and that makes me really happy so why don't you like it it's so lovely to see the happy faces of the flowers which are our lovely spring surprises and have you made me ham sandwiches again today oh good i like ham

each day we wake up it's like russian roulette as to which persona is going to greet me and i'm fucking tired of it

i want to be able to wake my DD up and say 'guess what, today we're going to do...XYZ' and she won't howl 'why didn't you tell me the day before this day!' and refuse to get ready

tomorrow is our 1st major assessment with CAMHS and i've been trying to prepare some paperwork

DH has been away since the beginning of the week, we're normally a great tag-team - i miss him. how the hell anyone copes on their own - you have my utmost admiration. you are superheroes.

thanks for letting me rant

Oh I am glad it went ok for you :)

I bet you are shattered! 2hrs of assessing takes it out of you but I am glad they have come to a conclusion for you and DD and its great that they are going to review her further and monitor things as that means you stay in the loop instead of starting all over.

Well done you did it :)

coff33

i had a bit of a wobble earlier, we took DD to gym club after school - she needed to work of the energy after keeping it together all day, and BOY did she bounce, we could have done with a hot bath and more , but hey, this is all about her

yes its a wierd feeling isnt it :) I kept looking at DS and then thinking did I hear right? what they listened? then it was a few days of treating ds with kid gloves then back to the norm of things only I think you feel stronger when that dx comes its like battle ammo. Only way is up now for your DD. Glad she got her golden ticket :)

golden ticket - yes

DH described it as a key you can use as a crow bar

I like his style

Sorry I missed this yesterday. Here's a for after the school run.

I'm pleased that they listened to you and you know have your crowbar ;)

xx