Re-joining and scales fear

[Norky1975]

As above! How can I bite the bullet and get over the fear of what I will see on the scales?

I feel your fear - I am joining on Friday morning. The fact is though that noone will see that figure except you and the leader - she won't be judging you and you know that you need to lose weight. If you don't go due to this fear you are just holding yourself back. And after the first week you will have a loss and feel so much better. Just do it!