At this precise moment in time, I don't like ds2 very much.
he is 11 months old, and every single sodding night, he wakes up between 11 and 1 and wants to get up and play. That's all he wants. Calpol has no effect, nor milk, nor cuddles (he just fights me off)
NOTHING IS WORKING AND HE IS AWAKE FOR 2 HOURS ONCE HE WAKES AND I CAN'T COPE ANY MORE
I had to put ds1 in my bed last night so I could get some sleep.
I have tried shushpat - but every time I lie him down or stop him standing up, the hysterical fit starts. I have tried just leaving him (while I am in the room), and he screams until he is sick.
Now I feel miserable because he is just such hard work at night that I resent him for it. I resent him for not being easy like his brother was. I resent him for screaming for 2 hours in the night then waking up for the day 3 hours later. It is taking over my feelings towards him. I want to like him (I do love him) but he's just NOT VERY LIKEABLE