Random one this.. currently have a cold sore so can’t kiss and dh won’t have sex without kissing (I would and horny and frustrated!). Weird thing is, at least i think it’s weird, with a partner I only come through sex when am on top really easily or with effort on the side. I really enjoy all the other stuff but only builds enjoyment rather than reaching orgasm. When I masturbate it’s with a pillow not fingers, wondering if I’m very unusual here?