Advice needed about the dirty talk I like...not quite cuckquean

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I have name changed for this...hence the user name!

So I have a thing where I like my partner to talk about what he would do to someone else sexually while he is having sex with me. Not anyone he knows irl, just someone he might find attractive from TV or even a made up fantasy woman. He isn't comfortable with it and has only done it once when he was really drunk. I obviously dont want him to do anything he's not comfortable with but now I'm left feeling like I'm really weird. All I can find online is regarding cuckqueans. To be fair that is another sort of fantasy thing for me but only the watching him do it, not the humiliation part or me joining in which seems to be important in that scenario so I don't really know where I fit in or what this means?

If I could find anything on it I could at least say well, it's a well known fetish but I can't! Has anyone else ever felt like this? Am I abnormal?

You’re not abnormal OP. If you’re not into humiliation or joining in then perhaps what you are seeking is radical intimacy/honesty? A partner sharing those thoughts/actions that would normally be very secret, and painful for you?

Having once been in a cuckold relationship with a friend and his wife for more than a year I can assure you humiliation is not a requisite part of such an arrangement. I feel a lot of that is porn driven.

I do not think you are weird for wanting to have your man talk to you in the way you describe when having sex. It isn't exactly what everybody else is doing, but you are an individual and your sexuality is unique. You are what you are, so just enjoy the way that you have been made.