Now I KNOW being a SAHP is a whole job in itself! But I have been feeling unfulfilled recently in the sense of not bringing in any income! My dream is to do YouTube and I work REALLY hard on it to the point it's like my job but without bringing in any income and that makes me feel awful when I do t have an actual job that brings in money! I know I'm working towards YouTube being able to bring in money but it's going so slow and I can't stop judging myself! I want to find a small part time job but I also have anxiety about going back to work since it's been 3+ years staying home! And I have 2 young ones