back story here
6 months have past since I broke things off with ex-p, no contact apart from a couple of text messages. I still miss him like mad, not in a sitting at home moping and crying way. More of a I wish he was still here to share the good/bad times with kind of way.
I have organised for us to meet up on Thursday evening, I don't know what I hope to achieve! I have picked my uni place and will be moving to the other side of Scotland after the summer.
I have no idea why I'm posting this either! I still love him and although I am very happy with my life at the moment I don't like the fact that he is no longer in it, if that makes sense.
I guess that I'm hoping that he'll say he's missed me enough to want to move things forward? But he might still think the same as he did 6 months ago I could be setting myself for more heartache! Either way, at least I can move to uni knowing where I stand.
This has ended up rather rambling! Oh well, sometimes it's good just to write things down and then review in the morning...