Just found out exdp leaving the country in 4 weeks to work away..

[Daisypops]

and I am so upset.

I feel sick and angry Im shaking and cant think straight.

My DD doesnt deserve this. I dont deserve this.

I dont even know what to say I am upset for 101 reasons. Our relationship is finally over, my dd's daddy doesnt want her, he will get someone else, have sex with them etc. Its just too much for me to take.

teaandcakes are you around?

where is he going, what does he do....will it be for good.

poor you, you sound heart broken

Bermuda for 5 years hes in the police.

I am heart broken

Are you close still? It sounds as though you still have feelings for him? Sorry if I've got that wrong.

I must still love him but i dont know why? He cancelled my wedding 5 years ago. Hes been unfaithful countless times, violent once and isnt bothered about his dd. I am angry with myself for feeling like this. I feel sad for my dd. I feel terrible.

I too would feel sad for my dd but from what you've said about him so far, it sounds the perfect scenario to help you get over him. Sorry, not what you want to hear