This is odd and has just knocked me sideways. Been with DP for eleven years and have two DS under five. I work full time, so does DH, thought things were OK in the bedroom but not brilliant, you know how it is, not enough hours, too tired, etc. But last week, after we'd had sex, I found a small hidden camera on our bedside table. Only as big as a pen. When I confronted DH, he said he didn't know why he'd done it, maybe because we didn't have sex as much as he wanted, and it turned him on to watch it later.
I feel completely betrayed. Not hugely self-confident with myself post-kids, feel like it was a violation of our bedroom and wondering why on earth he was doing this. I have no idea what's been going on here.
He's been really upset that I've been so upset. He's offered to go for counselling if I think it will help. I wanted to walk out but don't want to upset my DSs.
Can't talk to family or friends as it's like confessing, yes I married a pervert.
Is it as bad as it seems?