For those of you that are interested...
I didn't meet up with Comic Book Store Guy today, I just couldn't do it I feel a bit guilty though as he was really understanding (even though I only cancelled an hour before we were due to meet ). I couldn't bring myself to be straight with him so I just said I was ill.
He later text me to ask if there was anything I needed doing, any medicine I wanted him to get me from the shop etc ...
Bless him, he'll make a woman very happy one day I hope. He's too kind hearted for me