since my H left us I have been trying really hard to get our lives back together. Tomorrow i am interviewing for a job for the first time in 6 years!! It is a really big job. It would make a huge difference to us if I get it as I wouldnt have to rely on H or worry about supporting us or what might be coming next. Am really nervous, which is quite unusual for me as i'm normally quite a cool cucumber. Wish me luck everyone