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[Purplehearts45]

I’m deeply traumatised scared full of regret I can’t get over how much I invested into the marriage for him to just lock him self away I know he is burnt out from things he just won’t let me talk anymore he’s holding on to all the bad things that I did please no judgement I was mentally ill and couldn’t stop crying talking

Has he left? If not, and he won't listen, try writing down how you feel.

Have you moved out of the house yet OP? Are you getting mental health support?

Have you accepted you need to move into a different home yet OP? It’s so important you accept that and start to get some intensive mental health support, based on your other threads. It could be life changing for you in a positive way x