I am so close to leaving my fucking husband.
So we barely have sex anymore. We plan to have sex this weekend (I know, how romantic). I start getting cramps on Friday morning, check my period tracker and realise I am due on soon. Sent him a screenshot of tracker saying something like don’t get your hopes up but I might be on over the weekend. Get a reply back of a vomit emoji which enrages me. Anyway he said whatever doesn’t matter, I am used to being neglected (yawn).
put toddler to bed Friday night and then he lays into me saying I didn’t need to send the screenshot of my tracker, it’s disgusting????? No idea why it’s disgusting. I said it was to pre warn you the weekend may not go as planned.
Anyway period hadnt arrived Saturday so said it’s still not here so we can carry on with our plan. He said no it’s disgusting if you are due on. Now he has been having a go at me on and off since Friday night saying I ruin everything and I must be having an affair.
This is just one thing but has pushed me over the edge. Sick of him. Don’t even know why I am writing here, I need to leave him. I am so much happier at work when I’m not around him. Just wish he would fuck off.