Is something wrong with me?

[LuckySalem]

I'm a little worried about my relationship with people. I don't feel like I love my DP or my DD.

I keep having thoughts about how it would be easier to live without my DP as I wouldn't have to worry about waking him up during the day/checking if I can do stuff before I do it.
I go to bed at night and don't think anything of not getting a kiss goodnight.
I keep thinking maybe we should split up cos I don't feel anything but yet still keep thinking about having kids with him?

I'm the same with DD - when she goes to bed I just say goodnight and leave her but yet during the day i'm really interested in her (I don't think that's the right word) I play with her all day.

I try and rationalise myself saying its probably nothing but then I think about my parents who I know I love and I can feel that.

What is up with me?

I think you've spotted it; he's away, able to sleep in til whenever he wants and the normal post-baby no libido thing is getting to the relationship perhaps?

If nothing else, at least you've been able to write it all down and work through it... sorry I couldn't be more help

I think you've spotted it; he's away, able to sleep in til whenever he wants and the normal post-baby no libido thing is getting to the relationship perhaps?

If nothing else, at least you've been able to write it all down and work through it... sorry I couldn't be more help

No worries LF..... I'm probably just looking for stuff.