I think Ive finally had enough

[Silenceisallihaveleft]

After years of not wanting to spend time with me bar sitting on the sofa, Ive finally got no words left to try and fix it. I’ve cried and explained many a time, explained sex would be more forthcoming if there was connection but nope, still no effort. Just a rant really

Yeah…that was me six months ago. We’re now very amicably divorcing and I have met the most wonderful partner. There’s a whole other life possible y’know.

Thank you for giving me hope, Im so happy for you

Yup. I’m also not long out of a similar relationship.

Never got him to understand that randomly groping me in the kitchen unaccompanied by love/romance/respect is just rank. I felt like a piece of meat.

Turns my stomach thinking about it.

I’m now with someone who actually makes effort and doesn’t just randomly paw at me.

This, I cant stand it

I get it. It’s hideous. I used to want to cry, I felt so cheap.

He didn’t disguise his contempt for me but expected me to get intimate with him.

I feel disgusting just thinking about it.

Im sorry x