Finishing it with DP today

[Ulysees]

I say dp although we've only been together 10 weeks.
I'll be honest I feel a bit of a failure as since I left my dh a year and a half ago I've had 4 relationships the first one did last a year and was long distance. The others, including this one have been guys I met on a dating site. I'm still friends with them all, including dh.
I've learnt from these though and one thing I won't be doing is introducing the boys to anyone I date in future. And dating is going to be a long process as this guy has taken over my life. Not blaming him it's my fault too. He has lots of problems and I've been feeling sorry for him but have realised I'm too unhappy to go on. I doubt he and I will remain friends so I'll be breaking my run but I can't go on like this.
Wish me luck

I know paddlechick666 you're right. Thoughts are so powerful and I'd built everything up so much to be so awful. Sometimes I think it's easy to blame someone else for your own fears. I have had so much to cope the last few years with I think any sign of a problem with a guy and I want to run. The only real problem is he 'may' be getting banned from driving ...accumulated points not drink driving as he hardly drinks. It's putting a lot of strain on him but after our talk today I think he realises it isn't the end of the world. I really haven't behaved well towards him at all today (long story) and he took it so well. He's so patient and gentle.