Went for a job. Middle leadership in teaching. Didn’t get it. Feel a failure. The other candidate had visited the school before or knows them somehow the staff walked in greeted her said oh we’ve met you before nice to see you again. I did everything to put my best foot forward but still nothing. They wanted to offer a subordinate position and said they’d ring me today but I just tuned out when I got the no and I didn’t want the subordinate role. I’m just feeling deflated and not ready to tell my manager about this