Someone has caught my eye. I think he must work for the local borough council, as I see him around quite regularly driving one of those road sweeper things. He looks quite dark skinned, maybe he's Indian or Arab origin, very attractive, possibly in his 40s or 50s. I'm in my mid 40s.
He's started smiling and saying hello to me when I'm rushing off to work as he is often in the area early in the mornings. I would really like to let him know I like him and ask him out but I somehow end up getting all flustered and turn into a nervous teenager when I try to approach him and simply walk on by instead, totally defeating the whole object.
I'm having some crazy sexual fantasies about him and feel as if I'm young again. Wondering if it's the HRT I've been on a for just over a year now as I wasn't too bothered before and after I split up with my child's father a few years back.
What would you do? Throw yourself in front of the sweeper machine? Sashay on up to him with rose between your teeth. Hand him my number? Or actually just approach him with my big girl's blouse on and say hello how are you and be a "normal" human first? Arghhhhhh..... I have a huge crush!!!