Hey,
I dated my partner for 3 years. During this time I was forced to leave my friend group/not talk to/not see my friends because my partner didn't agree with some of them regarding certain things. At the start I thought my partner would get over it & I'd eventually be able to see my friends again.
This wasn't the case & I became so isolated & had no one to properly talk to about anything however didn't reply/talk to/ see my friends to keep a happy house.
After 2 years I needed to speak to my friends, I stated that I was going to see the & my partner ended it.
After only having my partner for so long & no one else I was a shell of a human & felt like a horrible person for abandoning my friends. This led me to trying to unalive myself & being diagnosed with major depressive disorder. I haven't recovered & not sure if I will.
If there is anyone on here that has had similar things done to them I am sorry & would really appreciate any feedback.
Thank you.