I just wondered whether anyone had experiences of trauma bonds to their narcissistic parents? I’ve just recently started to research this and it is definitely something I believe I had right up until 3/4 years ago with my narcissistic mother. I could not imagine my life without her and the thought of her not speaking to me kept me awake at night, now I am no contact and cannot ever see us speaking or having a relationship in the future again - unless she had some awakening, which is extremely rare for narcissists.
here is a video I came across recently -