My dh is a alcholic, he has admitted this and is going to AA, but every time I find that he has had a drink it feels like a kick in the guts.He is also very good at lying about his drinking. I do belive that he wants to stop, or at least i think I do, I just don't really know what to think. I do feel very alone though. I know about Al-anon but cant get to any meetings, as have two small dds. Any advices out there.