Hey Mumsnet,
it's nice to be here. I would need an advice or at least an interpretation of the situation as you may see it...
I will not go into details where or how we've met, but will instead, describe the whole situation that I currently have.
She is 1962 I am 1988, so quite an age gap :) (Pisces and Taurus for those who are into horoscope)
She is already a granny and does not show her years, as she is still very youthful for her age - meaning, she is always eager to try new things (sports, technology etc.). And yes, she has social networks - instagram being the main "online" activity (likes all my stories etc..). Because of the situation, which I will not go into details, we know each other for years already and I've felt there was this sexual tension already for quite some time - there were also times that we didn't speak for some period as she went through some difficult challenges, but we always somehow came back. At this point we have regular contact and regular communication - one would say, a well balanced. The thing is, I am not really sure where we stand, as my feeling is that she has those feelings for me, which are on and off...As if she would want to go further into relationship but she can't.
For instance - she would send me a message, if I travelled ok and if I arrived safely back home, would then send also a "kiss emoji", but would delete it in the next 15min's.
Or then this other time, when we see each other, would really squeeze tight to me when we say hello, and would enjoy a firm squeeze of her butt...(sorry for being quite direct here...)
Would appreciate any inputs or interpretations here. Thank you :)
Pete