Been with partner neary 10 years 2 kids. broke up for about 18 months got back about a year ago but I just don't feel the way I think I should do carnt have friends go out carnt have a drink like I used to when we got togther is it so wrong to want both? I rely on him for lifts to work so would loose my income sorry for the ramble I'm just stuck I don't think am happy or this is what a want