I have CPTSD, it is triggered by being in a relationship. I generally have low level symptoms like anxiety when not in a relationship, but in a relationship I can have permanent severe anxiety, depression, OCD, disassociation including very rarely hallucinations. I have been to therapy but I don't think I am able to undo the trauma at the route of the CPTSD. I am meant to avoid the trigger but it means not having a relationship or being ill in a relationship. Does anyone experience the same or have any advice?