My boyfriends instagram search button is full of busty blonde girls. For a start I’m brunette and not busty. We have 4 children but I don’t trust him at all, I’ve always got a child hanging off me and I don’t have the time for myself anymore but that has just made me feel 100x worse. I’ve never been blonde in my life and to make it worse he cheated few years back and she was blonde. Naaaa I’m done. He does nothing to help me must just sit all day fantasising over blondes on the internet how embarrassing. I deserve better