Hello so I’ve done modelling before bf knows about it I’ve stopped for a few years had a child etc anyway I would like to get back into regain my confidence etc and a bit of a pick me up but parTner is point blank refusing me saying he doesn’t want a gf that prounces around in underwear. So instantly it’s got my back up as he sits wanking too lingerie try on hauls on you tube which is rather degrading as a partner. Made me lose my self confidence fuck with my head a bit .
what would you do?