I’m going to do this in bullet points as my emotions are all over the place and don’t want to drop feed.
• long term relationship (9years)
• no children, not married
• relationship went pear shaped
• lots of family drama (out of our control)
• depression ( probably on both sides, but I’m seeking help)
• and just something wasn’t right
• communication terrible about our relationship throughout
• no plans for the future
• boyfriend blocking me off emotionally
Positives:
• we could do about anything apart from us
• mutual care and love
• banter between the two of us
• some similar interest
• but also having our own interests and can talk about it together
He moved out and we were heartbroken, desperate, lots of tears and not understanding what is going on.
I definitely need time, but miss him terribly already. He was my rock, my best friend and the only person I care about selflessly and I know that does care deeply about me and he would always want to make sure I’m OK.
I’m heartbroken but something wasn’t working. I wanted to talk about the future and make plans. We were stuck…
Not sure what is going to happen now 😞