I feel totally broken again

[Sweetielou]

So i have posted a few times and people think I’m mad for wanting him back . My last post was he wanted to meet up for a chat , . Last week he told me he wasn’t with the other woman anymore, he said they broke up and it was a mutual decision. Told me he never stopped loving me and wanted to work on saving our marriage,
He was messaging me all the time then after about 5 days he went quiet, he is back with her again and told her that I lied about the whole thing and that he didn’t say he wanted us to get back together. I feel so stupid , hurt and feel like I did 7 months ago .

@fedup078 Have you blocked his number or does he call you with his number withheld ?

I want to stop thinking about him but just find it hard . He’s an alcoholic and pretty vile so I don’t even know why I’m upset about it . It’s more to the fact that he lied about it all.

@Sweetielou I know its hard but that's all in the past, you have to keep on moving on.
You can't change the fact he lied and you'll never truly know why so you either let it eat you up or move on.

Have you had therapy/counselling?

I’m going to look into having some counseling, I do think it might help me. I was getting on ok until this all happened.