Lurked around MN fo r a while found it really funny and kept me sane sometimes knowing others are in similar situation to myself, never posted before though and never imagined I'd ever be posting anything like this.
Sorry if its rambling and for any typos but crying as I type.
DH has been happy for a while tried AD a bit back and couldn't get on with them, decide he would tried to deal with things without them. He seemed ok for a bit but over the last few weeks he's been increasingly distant, spending longer at work, not really 'there' when he is at home IYKWIM. Anyway this morning he told me he wasn't happy which I already knew and that he wanted to leave. There's nobody else involved he's just unhaapy, admitted himself that he doesn't think he'll be any happier single, just needs to find out for sure! I told him if needed to go then to go as I do want him to be happy, I'd just rathe rhe he was happy at home. He's gone to a friends, I'm so scared he's not going to come back. Was fine while, well not fine but coped while ds's were up but know they've gone to bed, I'm falling apart. sorry can't type anymore cryng to much