I don't know where to start,I feel absolutely gutted,let down ECT to say the very least.im hoping that someone can advise me or maybe has been in a similar position (I hope not,I wouldn't wish how I feel on my worst enemy),,so I'll explain as simply as I can,I've been with my partner 12 years on and off,I found out a few months ago he had been dabbling in cocaine,I was horrified he told me it was a stupid mistake! Fast forward to Xmas I was buying all the presents for the kids ECT...I noticed that he wasn't offering to help with the cost,nor did he want to help or have any input into buying gifts,to cut a long story short he had £2000 paid into his bank 2 week before xmas and he also worked and was very well paid (the £2000 wasn't wages so he was getting his wage too) then on the 21st December we had a bit of a row about why he wasn't interested in Xmas,he ended up leaving that night,the day after he came back and said he had tbh the truth was he didn't have a penny,he had put 2k up his nose (cocaine),I made him leave.after a few days I got I'll go to councilling I'll see a Dr ECT,so he came back I told him he would have to do dailey drug tests(which he suggested) anyway I found out last night he's never stopped doing it I've kicked him out,but I feel terrible I feel like such a mug,if anyone has any advice I would much appreciate it