It seems I’m not the only one to get to adulthood and parenthood and think f**k I had terrible childhood!

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I’m very jealous of those people with functional parents and happy childhoods!

I hope I can do a better job at it!

You hope?
Hell No you will! You will have your ups and downs we all do. Days when we feel so fucking exhausted by being a parent but love is key and communication x

The very fact you are aware and are thinking about it shows you will make your child's childhood better than your own.
I'm sorry you had such a negative experience growing up

No you are not alone.

Definitely not the only one!