I need to end my relationship with bf. I gave him a 2nd chance after he acted like a man child even at 48! and I'm much more mature than him 32. And he finished with me saying I made HIM miserable!! But he apologised (only after his cousin told him to) and has changed.... But I no longer find him attractive or want him touching me. I do anything to avoid kissing him. He keeps saying I love you to me and I dont say it back but he doesn't say anything. I asked him in what way he loves me and he said 'I'm all he has'. (He has no family left apart from 2 distant cousins who he talks to and some mates).
I would be friends with him while this virus blows over but I don't know how to say. Even though he hurt me (i know shouldn't have given him a 2nd chance
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So complicated or am I making hard on myself?