I feel so ridiculous even saying this. I don't want to name him, he's not massively well-known unless you know the show. He's openly gay but comes across as more masculine, he's gorgeous and comes across as quite shy and sweet.
I'm actually going to meet him in a few weeks' time at a meet and greet and i'm really excited but nervous. No idea hosto act around him.
I don't even know him of course, and fully aware that he's gay, has anyone else ever experienced this before ? I feel like a 15 year old !