Innocent explination

[Imgoingtobesick]

I need help I feel so sick right now. I found a unopened condom on the floor by the bed, same happen a week a go. A week ago I put it back and counted them, thought about binning them as no longer needed. Done the same again there is one less this week.

I saw a couple of days ago a search in his Google history about hiding folders on phones. I asked him about it, he said he hadn't (so he lied to my face). I assumed he has been downloading porn and didn't want the kids finding it.

Surely he wouldn't be this careless and stupid if it's a ow and I don't see when he would have the time.

I need innocent explanations please or being told I am being taken for a mug

Re: The condoms - maybe he's having a posh wank?

I did think that, but sorry if this is terribly nieve but he's never been a huge condom fan, but maybe it's something different.

I am feeling confused between I trust him completely and am I being an idiot

Does he own any sex toys (or do you??)
Its not unheard of to use condoms with them..

My partner has the odd posh wank not wanting to have to try to catch it. Don’t think the worst straight off but use it as a cue to be alert.

Rather amusingly he did the other day thinking it would make our ‘fun’ last longer later and managed to injure himself. I felt bad laughing but it was still funny.,

Could be a sex toy that I don't know about.
I'm feeling quite paranoid now, I felt like his eye contact was rubbish last night.

I trust him and don't want to invade his privacy (I'm not looking at his phone), if it's toys or porn that's fine with me.

Do I shrug this off, what do I watch for ?