Posted a couple of weeks ago.
Lost.my high paying job in September after being managed out.
3 weeks later I find out my fiance of 6 years and partner of 10 years and father of my 2 children has been cheating on me with.a friend who I called one of my best who spent a lot of time in my house with me and him
She then miscarried his child
He ended it with her and said we would fix it.
2 weeks later he admits he was still seeing his
That was the end of October
It's now mid Jan and he hasn't decided what he wants
Me and the kids or her.
Why why why am I putting up with it?
Then I ban him from seeing her but he's decided what he's doing. Again he's still seeing her.
I found out today she's telling people she's 11 weeks pregnant again - he claims to know nothing about it.
I know it's over, I do, but I can't let.go. why?
I might have joined tinder - Just to have attention. I met a guy - nothing happened but we spent 2 hours just having such intelligent conversations which I've missed
I'm completely broken. And numb