I recently posted about how awful OLD is but I;ve actually ended up with a date (after I deleted the app!). Anyway, I am already sick with nerves and its not until Tuesday. I know its normal to be nervous but I've not been on a 'date' with anyone in many many years. I have so many ridiculous anxieties about it. I worry about walking into the pub and having to look around for him. I worry about not actually recognising him. I worry if I get there early to avoid looking for him, he will do the same and we will both be really early and look stupid. I worry I will take one look and think "what the hell have I done". I worry that I don't drive and have a drink but he's not drinking and I look like some sort of lush.
I mean, you get my drift.... I have 3 days of this torment to go.