3 days into NC. Broken.

[StrongerThanIThought76]

Horrid, horrid argument on Monday night. Very long term boyfriend, absolute love of my life but no way I can have him back in my life until he can make things right. Which I know he will dig his heels in about.

Absolutely broken. No communication since Tuesday. We have a decade of memories and a lifetime of future together that's just gone up in a puff of smoke.

Any tips how I can get through this?

If it really was that awful I would stop waiting for him to make it right and start planning on how to make a new life without him.

'long term' is usually a good indicator of judging that 'long term' he will not change

The argument was out of the blue - issue that had been bubbling for a couple of months but exploded on Monday.

Feel like utter shite - hardly slept all week, surviving on tea and sausage rolls

You can do this it's the best way forward NC keep going if your going through hell just keep going you have no choice

I speak with experience lots of it unfortunately