Jeeeeeez what a week 
Apologies for the rant, but I feel like I need to get it out before I have a complete breakdown 
Firstly, a really close family friend passed in tragic circumstances which has knocked me and DP for 6 
Then after a very strained relationship with DP and the ex for a few years - all family washed their hands for DP's sake), we then find out that dearest MIL - who has always treated me like shit- has been secretly keeping in touch with ex - much to DPs disgust and upset (looooong story)
I'm trying to organise a big bash for DP, which MIL is putting spanners in the works at every opportunity, regardless of who she's upsetting along the way 
I feel like my head is on the verge of exploding. Trying to grieve and hold it together for close ones - trying to ignore MIL and her tricks - supporting DP with current goings on - and organising a big night.
If you got to the bottom of that, go you 
I guess I just needed to rant to someone 
xx