My mom has always been criticizing me and always points out every little mistake and flaw i have and she always compares me to her friends daughter. She says she does this because "it makes her feel better" i try to say that she cant just keeps on doing that but she ignores whatever i say and continues on her speech on why i suck. She goes on about why the mother is always correct and she doesnt even encourage me to do anything or help me in any way. She sometimes asks why im always looking sad and not proud of myself. But then she continues to lower my self esteem. At this point i already think im useless and sometimes a bit suicidal but she just wont listen
to me.