My ex and I have been split up for about a month and a half. We have a 10 month old. I went on a week holiday to Ireland to see family and got back Friday. Over there I was like yeah I've made the right decision etc. But we still have to live together for now for financial reasons. And we have been getting on great. But last night it went past the friend barrier. We slept together...a few times and have been kissing and cuddling and all last night and this morning. He left for work and I just thought to myself what the fuck am I doing!!! I just feel so lost and confused! I'm 20 he is 21 x