Been seeing boyfriend a couple of years. I moved in with him for a while but he said he didn't want to get married so I moved out recently . We stayed in touch and he asked me to go out recently. We went away for a weekend and he told me his ex was better at packing a suitcase than me so I suggested that he go away with her next time . He has told me he's going away the weekend of my birthday for a lads weekend. We are 47years old. I feel so silly can't sleep or concentrate at work. Sorry for novel just looking for to chat to as cried in toilets at work today.