Rant into the void again

[1940gal]

Another rant into the void

So another night ( and morning of tears).

Yesterday I received a letter saying that my surgery now won't be done until October. Meaning im likely to lose my job ( and also my pay). Financially, I'm scuppered. In debt up to my eyes and literally drowning.

Tried to distract myself and did some baking with the kids. OH came home and as always a row ensued.

So here I am.... feeling fat, fed up, lonely and desperate:(

What is your surgery for. I'm sorry op but I don't understand why it being postponed will mean you looking your job, are you able to or comfortable with giving a little more detail.
As well as that you're clearly not happy at home, do you argue a lot? What was last night's argument, does your husband know of the debt etc. Was it a case of you being worried/down and he wasn't able to help (still in work mode for example)