Am I insane for wanting him back

[lavendergin]

I probably am, but I can't stand being alone. I feel like I am facing a while lifetime of it and it feels awful

How long has it been? And why did the relationship finish?

Just remember it ended for a reason and you looking at him with rose tinted spectacles is just your brain playing tricks on you because it wants to go back to normality.

You can do this!

Honestly, I think I ended it because I thought I should. But maybe I should listen to what I actually want and not other people's ideas of right and wrong.