I've name changed for this, Brian from Hull, penis breaker etc etc.
I'm in a proper mess. DH has a psychological injury which affects him on a daily basis, but he manages to work etc.
Almost three months ago my beloved Mum died. My dad (divorced years ago) hasn't directly contacted me since I called him to tell him Mum had died, although I've seen him twice.
I have a 6 year old dc and a full on, full time job.
This past week I've been feeling incredibly low, and the reading I've done indicates that grief can get worse around the three month mark.
Today DH got angry, which is part of his condition, but he said something really hurtful to me. I've been crying a lot this week and he said 'It's been three months!' as though I shouldn't still be upset. Obviously this upset me far more and I told him to go. I tried to talk to him afterwards, to explain how much I'm struggling but he wasn't interested and has gone.
My friend has kindly taken the dc to a firework display and I'm at home on my own.
I have never felt so lonely in my life. Apart from dc I feel that I haven't got anyone really close any more. My adored mum is gone, my dad might as well be and now my DH has gone too.
What do I do now?